I slept late da previous dae..
Had to wake up at 7am..
So sleepy and tired..
But since its gonna be ma first day of werk...
Forced myself to wake up..
Reached werk place late.
Was supposed to be there at 8.30 but i reached there at 8.45am..
Haha..
Then started to do the job..
All about online ordering but from US..
Got two kaki to go smoke..
Haha so happy..
But i didnt go anywhere except smoke..
Got money but no appetite..
Alone sumore..
Damn..
Finished at around 5.45pm..
so touching..
Then ate at long john..
Went to ma sis werkplace to pass her thumbdrive..
Luckily didnt bump into him..
Or actually i was hoping?..
Nah... No idea lor..
Nevermind..
Then tania's dad fetch us home.
before that went to buy black carrot cake coz i've been craving for it.
When i reach home,i realised that actually they gave me noodles instead..
So heartbroken..
HHmmpphh..
Today ma sis bdae..
But we didnt do anything.,.
Tmrw maths and docial studies exam..
Damn..
Cannot study..
Haiz..
So tired.
Gonna sleep soon..
Write again tmrw..
YaWn!!...
Sunday, October 29, 2006Y
Woke up at around 1plus in da afternn
wat a long sleep..
Haha..
Then went out to ma sis's werkplace
Ate lunch wit her from 3.30-4.30
had a good chat wit her..
She do noes hw 2 make me feel betta..
Then went to meet Rachel and Tania at bugis MRT
Rachel reached first then tania
then met jessie at bugis junction
She and her cup noodle
she's 24/7 hungry..
Hahaha..
Studied at Bugis Macdonald..
Talked about my baby..
Still trying to figure out if i really should heed ma family's advice to go abort it
But i really love ma baby
Dun have da heart to do tat
At 7plus, jessies boifren came
He called her hp and i picked it up cz she was at da ladies
then he was actually standing infront of me and yet i have no idea
cz i was facing da other side
I realise it only until he said on the phone tat he is standin infront of me..
Hahaha
so stupid and embarrassin
Dumb me
Then we ate fries
Drank coke
Smoke lyk crazy..
Then at around 8 plus,
Me, Tania and rachel left
Jessie and da boi2 went sumwer to eat dinner
Tania stopped at eunos wit me
Smoke a stick then we took seperate buses..
Damn..
Tmrw start werk at 8.30
first day of werk
haiyah
so scary
most probably im da youngest der
dunno wat to wear sia...
then mayb after werk which is around 5.30
meeting tania jessie and rachel at ma werkplace der to study..
Man..
so many activities
no money liao
dun even have enuff cigarettes 2 last me till tmrw
im gonna die at werk
mayb lunch also not eatin
not enuff money lah..
fuck sia
better hurry up get salary..
havent werk talk about pay already..
hehe
then mayb dis sat or sun, startin werk at da pizza contact centre
werkin as phone operator..
haha
but short hours only..
wokay la..
need to print stuff for ma revision.
sleepin after ma sis cum back werk at arnd 2 plus
im only gonna hav a short sleep b4 wakin up 4 werk tmrw
tuesday's ma sis's bdae n yet i hav no money to buy a present
damn
wed is tania bdae
shit sia
so broke
still gt maths and social studies exam on tuesdae..haiz..
got to go la..
bye..
ma baby, i really love u...
XOXO,JAJA
11:36 PM

Saturday, October 28, 2006Y
Early in da mornin went to poly..
made an appointment..
for ultra-scan..
its on november..
3plus, tania came at ma block..
Then went ma sis's werk place
ate lunch with her..
then went to bras basah to sell 4 textboooks..
they gave me only $8..
damn..
then went to bugis..
ate sushi..
walk here walk der..
then at 7plus
tania's boyfren came..
i left at 8pm..
im still confused if i should keep da baby or...
i wish somehow da father of the baby dissappear..
the thought of him makes me feel frustrated..
idiot him..
all he ever make me feel is angry..
sweet talk?..
think so!
XOXO,JAJA
11:06 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006Y

Haiz.. Finally i'm done wit ma blog..Been lazy and busy lately..No tym for blog..Heez..Told tania wanna work..
Then she called her fren..
Wells..
Finally i'm out..
Went to school..
Met Jessie and Tania..
Had breakfst at macdonalds then go class late..
End school at 1pm..
At 2.40pm mom came bring me home outta from dat hell..
The people called me and asked me to start work on monday..
08.30 am..
so early..
Slack at home and at around 6plus Tania came ma house..
Then go eat dinner at Tampines Mall eat pizzahut..
So freaking full..
Took neoprint wit Tania..
So happy..
Sms mom that i'm pregnant..
Reached home at 9.20pm..
Watch chinese show till 10pm..
Then talked and quarrelled with ma family because of da baby..
Wanted me to abort it..
i wont!!
I'm keeping it..
In da end i left with 2 choices
either ask the baby's father take some responsibility or
stay at ma fathers lyk=disaster..
Played computer for a while..
Going to polyclinic tomorrow morning..
gotta sleep..
Nyte2..
Baby,i love u..
XOXO,JAJA
11:50 PM

Saturday, October 7, 2006Y
All Worn Out
Today is supposedly to be the day where i am free from all projects.. But, the problem is..
Not all my projects are completed.. I've used two weeks of my school holidays just to complete 6 projects and yet up till now, none is completed yet. Man, i'm so tired.. And now, worse of all, due to the stupid haze(thanks a lot to Indonesia), i'm freaking sick.. I keep needing to stick tissues in my nostrils.. Got running nose.. Got flu.. Haiz.. I'm too lazy to bother about my projects.. All i know is, my body is totally worn out and i really,seriously, need a break. A rest. Period. I dont want to go to the doctor. Waste of money.. Somebody pay for me?? Pls??.. Haha.. This is what happens when i'm sick and i'm tired.. Gosh.. Its like already 12.53pm now and yet i still cant sleep despite all the pains im having, lyk back pain and etc.. What am i going to do?.. No idea..
Labels: lazy, projects, school, tired, worn out
XOXO,JAJA
9:46 AM
