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Saturday, March 21, 2009Y
Deciding Hard.

I received a phone call yesterday from AMP.. My counsellor for my marriage course told me that AMP has agreed to pay for me to take my O'levels.. She also said that i was the only one whose request was accepted.. Very lucky right?.. Yes Indeed... But the problem is, the closing date for O'levels registration for private candidate is today at 11.59PM. And up till now, i still have not registered for it..


Kaklong asked me to check if in return i have to do anything for them like donations and etc... She said that it's too good to be true.. So, i called my counsellor and asked and guess what?.. She said that all this help is sincere.The only thing that i need to do is to register and sit for it. That's all. Its like a dream come true.. The other day when she asked me and i told her that i have been wanting to take my o'levels but for now, i can't afford it.. When i told her that, i didnt expect that i will get any help from them and also at the same time, it never crossed my mind about sitting for the exams this year. Now that she told me it's for this year, i'm VERY worried. Reason is, the last time i actually opened a book or did anything with studies was like 2 yrs ago. How can i refresh my memory that fast?.. i cant say that i dont have confidence, i do have.At least some, But it's really scary you know.. I have applied for the exams twice,both i was prepared for but in the end, i didnt sit for any.So it shows how scared i am for now.


Okay, this is how the scheme goes. Their motive of helping is to ensure that after marriage, i am able to cope with it financially and emotionally. Helping me take my o'levels is to help me secure my future.So that i can get a better and stable job in future. They only help, they dont want anything in return. Basically, i have to do self studies on my own. These are the subjects that my counsellor recommended me to take. English.Maths.Malay.Combined Science.Combined Humanities.Art.Commerce & Islamic Religious Knowledge.For both commerce and IRK, she will be giving me free tuition as i have no idea at all about these subjects.. She was confident that i can pass both subjects,that's why she asked me to sit for the exams.As for Art & Maths, her colleague will help me. My biggest worry-SCIENCE. I've never really liked science but guess what?.. I want to be a Veterinarian. Haha..

Bottom line, its self study and for the exam fees, I will have to pay first then they will pay back later on.
Oh God. I need advice badly. But... Takkan rezeki nak tolak kan?..

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