Saturday, April 25, 2009Y
Mood Swings.
I'm having very bad mood swings almost everyday due to PMS. I hate it! I'm being such a bitch to everyone.. I really mean everyone including my daughter and the kitten and both of them are definitely innocent.. Just hoping this will end very soon or i'll increase the freaking loads of sins that i already have.
I am definitely upset and i have given up hope. I really hate fake hopes.. You see, my AMP counsellor is the one who offered me to take O'levels this year and now that i'm really SEMANGAT, she just went MIA. The last time that i talked to her is like 2 days ago. She asked me to call MOE and enquire if cheque is accepted for fees payment and i already did that. They only accept cash or nets.. The sad thing is that i have to make payment latest by Monday or i'll have to say bye2 to o'levels.. She told me the other day that she is going to MOE for meeting and asked me to enquire if i need to be around if she wants to make the payment for me and YES i have to or else, i will need to provide an authorisation letter... Right after telling her that, she went silent until now.F***.
Another thing that is upsetting me is regarding the interview that i went last Monday.. The manager Mr Amat D promised to let me know the outcome,even if im not short-listed latest by Friday which is yesterday but HEY! Its already Saturday!! I was so freaking mad that i email him saying something like "in case you have forgotten, I'm still waiting to know the outcome".. Rude?.. No right?.. Haiz.. Bile da smangat nak keje mesti ader je.. Same goes for studies.. You know, even hubby already da start smangat that he even asked from me if i have any science assesment books for him to do.. I'm the one who is "going to"(hopefully) sit for the exams and yet dier yang lagi semangat da nak blaja.. Haha... Love you honey...
And today actually, i have a wedding to attend.. A friend from my marriage course is getting married today at Ang Mo Kio and i am so freaking lazy to go out... I'll just have to apologise to her.. Man, i'm such a lame ass. Haiz... I have been wanting to go out with Nana & Yuzra but i just know that i should no say or plan anything first coz i'm totally broke. Haha.. And i also know that Nana is easy to make plans with but with Yuzra, i dont know if she can make it... She's pregnant with the 2nd child now and karaoke-ing is not such a good idea but if she says yes, JOM AR!! Haha..
Lastly, i'm very happy for my big sis - Kaklong and her hubby Abg Ishak coz she is pregnant 3weeks plus already... I feel a bit funny though... Coz she was supposed to go through the pregnancy plus being a mom thingy first but i already cut the line... But STILL, i'm eager as though i'm the one pregnant... One thing about pregnancy is, i just have a sixth sense about it. I can just sense it and the next thing you know, whoever that i say looks or are pregnant turns out pregnant within weeks or months... Haha...
Labels: hubby, karaoke, MOE, Nana, olevels, wedding, Yuzra
XOXO,JAJA
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